Commitment

Hello! Like its Hannah....

*ahem* right...

What I am gonna talk about is commitment, there are different types of commitment out there to your work, studies, marriage, family. But what I am going to talk about is about relationships and how to let God lead... :)

 

 

The first time i heard that, i smiled because i knew who i wanted and i was convinced that he was the one!

Fun times.....

It's hard to take it in that we can't always have what we want, he might have the cutest smile or she might have the sweetest laugh but really God is the judge of what happens. And when things went wrong for me, i couldn't believe God would ever put me through that, but looking back on things it did really show i was far from ready for the commitment.

Sounds cheesy, maybe weird...but i was obbessed with this guy, i dreamt of him like everynight and when i wasn't dreaming, i was day-dreaming about him or just staring at my phone waiting for him to say, will you go out with me!

People said to me, "Oh i've seen your eyes sparkle when your round him", or "Why do you always laugh at everything he says or everytime he comes over"....

Maybe...too over emotional...!!

But when i had a teary day, i stopped dreaming about him (most of the time), stopped day-dreaming, and knew i'd be here if he needed me, things went good :D

I've been saying 'i' too much, but really God is too thank for all of this! I know as we're growing up, want our lives to be like romeo and juliet..maybe not the dieing part! But for finding someone you like, not being afraid of what people thought, whatever their background, is i think every girls dream!!

I'm going to leave you with that, it might not make much sense but please read my blog, look at the pictures and take it in, God knows who's right for you, maybe not be a knight in shining armour what God sends you, just have faith in him ;)

 

GOD WILL GIVE YOU A LOVE STORY FAR BETTER THAN WHAT YOU COULD EVER DREAM OF!

Believe in yourself

Pass it on

(because your beautiful)!

Hannah xx

Be what you wanna see!

"When the sun goes down, and the lights burn out, then it's time for you to shine. Brighter than the shooting star, so shine no matter where you are. Fill the darkest night, with a brilliant light, 'cause it's time for you to shine. Brighter than a shooting star, so shine no matter where you are, tonight. Brighter than a shooting star. Shine no matter where you are, tonight."

 

{In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven. Matthew 5:16}

Be what you wanna see!

 

God Rocks!

Saff xox

Just me rumbling about random stuff

Sup it's Zani in the building. I don't know what to write about but you now I'll write about what comes in my mind first, im thinking............ Lol

I just thought, what if I write about school and this week. Right this week was the last day of alpha. And we had choir which we all had fun, my mum came for the first time my baby sister came too.
On Thursday we all stayed home.
On Friday we went youth group the craziest place on earth we had the craziest time playin laughing and you know YOLO. Yesterday was the firework night it was great, we ate burgers, sweets and had fizzy drinks (well zsara didn't eat any thing because she's vegetarian)  yeah the fireworks were amazing thanks to Dan Nicklin and Kieran Thompson.

Today was fine we went church had biscuits (lovely) and tea (Hannah doesn't like tea so she didn't have tea) yeah now I'm just going watch music on the Tv and chill, but I have to iron the clothes yeah school has been ok not really fun just ok I can say lol!

Love you all
Zanixxx
Thank you God for fire works , tea , biscuits , schools , friends , and every single thing you created. ( I LOVE YOU SOOOO SOOOO MUCH GOD. )



Ohh I feel like having some chocolate has anyone got some for me plz...?

What God can do

Hi it's Zezi did you guys miss me bet you did.

Basically yeah a couple of saturdays ago something happened to moi..

We had this alpha trip to this place called the UCB christian broadcast and at first i thought it was a waste of time but then after a few hours people started talking about what the power of God can do and it started to get more and more interesting then a few hours later like after lunch we went back in this small room where Trevor started preaching about how much the power of God can do and how much God loves you.

Then after a few minuets later of singing some amazing songs and just praising Gods name Trevor started preaching about how much God loves each and everyone of us and as soon as he started preaching i got this weird feeling it was weird but amazing at the same time in my mind i just kept thinking {God doesn't love me why would he love someone like me i've done too many sins why would he love me or why would he even forgive my sins }and as i kept thinking the same thing over and over again i kept having this feeling like i wanted to cry but the tears couldn't come out so when we took a little break i told my friends that i felt like crying then Saff told me if i felt like crying i should just go for it.

Then when we were back in the room and Trevor started talking about how much God loves us and what the power of God can do i started crying cause i suddenly felt like God loves me for who i am and i heard a voice out of no where telling me { God loves you no matter what } even more tears started coming out and i couldn't stop crying for like 30 minuets and to me thats the longest time i've ever cryed for.
Then this lady called Veronica came up to me and she made me feel happy and i started to believe that God really loves me by the words she was saying to me. Then she asked me if i wanted to be prayed for and i said yes then Pastor Trevor prayed for me then after that i felt like a new person inside. And i have to say my friends were very surportive after all that and i love them to bits HANNAH, SAFF, ZANI AND ZSARA you guys are amazing and stay WILD .


By Zezi xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

You never know what you've got untill you find it

 

Hey like its Hannah! Sorry this took a long time, but its kinda hard when you don't have interent at home, have to force yourself out of home to go library...its a hard life!

So what happened two Sundays ago....
This is a pic of the place we went Penkhull Chirstian Fellowship( I think that was its name....) Anyhoo, I remember waitng for Saff and Zsara to go this place....I was thinking that this is going to be like any other event we go to, we have an amazing time, hear awesome scriptures and testimonies, sing songs, shed a few tears, and most importantly that lil spark inside us gets ignited, we get so inspired to save the world! Start writing songs, but then the spark dies because things in out life pushes that joy away...
When we got their, we had this sweet african food, and did a lil worship, and then the preacher came up his name was Bishop Eddie (From Africa hence the african food!) It was going well, he was pretty funny and meaningfull although sometimes we couldnt make out what he was saying! Lol yolo.....
Moving on....
I was going through a phaze where i would take in things, but it just goes out the other ear, It was like that, that night. I could hear fine, but whatever i toke in just left me...! Right until one point I heard him blessing people, one thing came up about exams, since i started yr 10 i couldnt handle all the tests i was doing, it just felt like he was answering my prayers! He then brought out this lil oil bottle, and invited us all to the front to get prayed for and blessed, right before that i remember someone saying my name, i knew it couldnt be anyone, but i looked....nothing there, hmmmm....
Hilary, this awesome lady from our church came up and asked us to go up, we were like...yeh...no...maybe...nerves i guess, she asked me if i was ok, i was just like sit there smile and say yes.........(I felt like crying!) We saw people falling down in the spirit because the Lord had come into their life, i had never seen so many people go down in my life!
And before you know it, we we're down there as well!

To Cut a long story short, we went down, Zsara went, then Saff and I went last, when he prayed my whole body was trembling from head to toe, I felt him pushing me back, I was like 'excuse me...what are you doing!' I stopped myself, thinking this is crazy, i was so scared of falling back, but i realised God was in control, i went down, my friends said my eyes were closed and i was smiling. I felt so at ease, at peace, even though as soon as i was on the floor i got up because i was embrassed, i just felt so amazing! To know that God was in me, for even a couple of seconds, was pure incredible! I got up laughing and crying, ended up getting tissue! :)

Double portion

That night not only did i have the most amazing experience ever, i recieved the Holy spirit, in tongues :D Saff came upto me afterwards and asked me "Hannah do you want to recieve the holy spirit?" I really wanted to, but i was too afraid that nothing would come out of it and i'd be embrassed. But being as amazing as they are my friends and me somehow wound up praying!
Saff started praying, and i cried, partly out of fear, hope, excitment and expectancy, I cried some more, I strated praying for God to give me tongues, suddenly i felt something in my stomach! I told saff and zsara and they we're like pushing it up towards my mouth, i think by now i was gushing with tears! I took a while to try and calm down, but then i heard, well thought words in my head. I told my friends and they we're like "say it, say it!!"
I opened my mouth, "Shhh...."
"shhh...." And then it burst out, i cannot tell you the how joyfull that experience was!
I got taught a lesson that day, to trust God, before when he entered my life i was afraid to let him work through me, i held back when i felt him in me, but that night truly made me thankfull for my/our father. Now whenever preachers come, people say testimonies i get spark in my heart igniting! And now i am not afraid to let him in, i have been made alive in christ! ;)

                                                                             Believe in yourself
                                                                                 (Pass it on)
                                                                            Because your beautiful!

                                                                                   Hannah xx

Babbling on...

Hiiiiiiiii all you awesome peps!!! Zsara's here finally....! Missed me?...ok i get it.. lol

"The lord is my strength and song" oh yeahhh

I thought that was pretty cool so yeah....

lately... me and Zani have been making up a dance, we are gonna teach the WILD crew it when  its finished. Im sooo excited me and  Zani love to dance and sing, we might be doing it at church. (hopfully) if its good enough. we still got to finish of the chorus and second verse but the rest is done.
And you never know, when its done we might video it and put it on here! so keep on reading... you never know when it might pop up. : )

Saff and Hannah are writing some songs for the band. they sound really good.
Zeze is getting really fired up for God so we are all getting excited about him!!! so thats all good : )

So all you peps out there... let your light shine,dont be afraid and smile Jesus loves you! : )

La di da. God is everythinggggg.

La, di, da, di, da. (a random ramble...)

God is good, yes?

God is faithful, yes?

God is amazing, yes?

God is our provider, yes?

God is our healer, yes?

God is our deliverer, yes?

God is our redeemer, yes?

God is strength, yes?

God is almighty, yes?

God is holy, yes?

God is majesty, yes?

God is king, yes?

God is peace, yes?

God is love, yes?

God is hope, yes?

God is joy, yes?

God is everything...

Amen?

Some of us girls - Hannah, Zsara and Saff (and some of the boys) had to share about stuff that God was doing at a meeting that we went to last Sunday night. We had to speak at the front of the church (scary!?) But God was with us and it felt good to share what God was doing and just talking about his power and Hannah shared about how she got filled with the holy spirit (hopefully she'll share in more detail about that in a post sometime!) also we all got prayed for and God decided to touch us and fill us with this amazing feeling that cant really be explained but it was dead good! God is awesome! :-)